This Is It Lyrics

So this is it, all my life has led to this
In the kitchen with the drip, holding someone else’s drink
So this is me, twice the size I wanna be
Still half the person that you see as someone fit for family

This is us and I am yours
This is everything I hoped for
This is us and I am yours
This is everything
This is it

So this is now, always scared of being figured out
You said you didn’t know how it hadn’t caught up with me by now

This is us and I am yours
This is everything I hoped for
This is us and I am yours
This is everything
This is it

This is us and I am yours
This is everything I hoped for
But I’m still fucked
And I’m still bored
If this is it why do I want more

Does everyone change?
Why am I still the same?
Grow into their rage
Start acting their age
Try gilding their cage